I am not your average 21-year-old girl. I am STILL afraid of the dark and I do not care who knows it. Music is the only thing in my life that has always been there for me. I love every kind of music but mostly it is a mix of the stuff that is called rock, alternative, punk, power pop etc. My second love is writing. I write books, poetry, songs, whatever I need to write to get my creative feelings out. I still read fan fiction, it keeps me breathing. I will randomly burst out into song or dance moves at the most retarded of times; like at work. I think I have a good singing voice, but I am not arrogant about it and will not sing around you unless I am comfortable around you. I cannot talk around boys that I like, I am afraid I will say something stupid.



I like the Jonas Brothers, and that is okay by me. I still watch the disney channel and I loved Camp Rock and High School Musical. I sometimes try too hard to be something I am not. My favorite band ever is still Simple Plan, and I do not care if you think they are emo. Tokio Hotel is a close second though, and yes, I like Bill's hair and makeup. I am judgmental and shallow. I love hugs, especially belt-breaking tackle-hugs, that I have only experienced with Sarah Doyle lol. I wish I would have stuck with recording music, that was one of the best times of my life, but I honestly just do not have enough self-confidence for it. I want a guy who will write a love song about me; maybe because I am selfish, and maybe because I think it is possibly the best way to express your love for someone. I love dressing up like a wench and going to the renaissance festival, it makes me feel at home.


I am afraid of Jello. I love fantasy novels, faeries, gnomes, elves, witches, all of it. I love escaping to another place. I love boys with long hair, tattoo’s and facial piercing. Examples? Bill and Tom Kaulitz, Trace Cyrus and Travis Clark = Gorgeous men. I want to be in a never ending concert, because concerts make me happy. I love history and often bore people with my sputtering of random historical facts. I often wish I was someone else, but then one of my friends tell me that they love me, and it makes me feel better instantly. The people who love me, regardless of my faults are the ones that are most important to me. I can not be everything to everyone and I am learning that it is hard to be something to myself. I hate rap music. In the end, I love life and the people that I share mine with who are there the help me hold my head up.
I have a lot of neices and nephews. From oldest to youngest they are: AustinSavannahSahkiya (Kai)Jewel (Bee) Shalia (Lee) Danika (Dani) Octavian && Gavon





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These are just the favs., -Automatic Loveletter, -Avenged Sevenfold, -Avril Lavigne, -Blink 182, -Boys Like Girls, -Caitlin Arnold, -Celtic Woman, -Chris Brown, -Daughtry, -Evanescence, -Fall Out Boy, -Flyleaf, -Good Charlotte, -Green Day, -Hinder, -Hot Hot Heat, -Jesse McCartney, -Jonas Brothers, -Josh Groban, -Justin Timberlake, -Kelly Clarkson, -Kill Hannah, -Lifehouse, -Linkin Park, -Love Sick Radio, -Metro Station, -MxPx, -My Chemical Romance, -Ne-Yo, -New Years Day, -O-town, -Panic! At the Disco, -Papa Roach, -Paramore, -Pink, -Ryan Cabrera, -Simple Plan, -The Spill Canvas, -The Starting Line, -Story of the Year, -Sugarcult, -Sum 41, -Three Days Grace, -Tokio Hotel, -Tyler Kyte, -The Used, -We The Kings, -Yellowcard, -30 Seconds to Mars

A Cinderella Story, A Knights Tale, An American Haunting, Donnie Darko, Edward Scissorhands, Grease, Halloweentown 1-4, Harry Potter 1-5, Howl’s Moving Castle, Juno, Mean Girls, Out Cold, P.S.- I Love You, Phantom Of The Opera (w/ Gerard Butler), Pirates Of The Caribbean 1-3, Pretty In Pink, Pride And Prejudice, Raise Your Voice, Secret Window, Stick It, Teen Witch, The Corpse Bride, The Covenant, The Day After Tomorrow, The Diary of Ellen Rimbauer, The Exorcism of Emily Rose, The Incredibles, The New Guy, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Notebook, The Princess Bride, 10 Things I Hate About You, 27 Dresses, 30 Days Of Night, 300

Inuyasha, Project Runway, Tim Gunn's Guide to Style, Ghost Hunters, Anything Sci-Fi, The Tribe 2-4, Living Single, Samantha Who?, The Big Bang Theory, Grey's Anatomy, Private Practice, Charmed, Greek, Women's Murder Club, NCIS, The Bachelorette (Just DeAnna), Biggest Loser (season 3 on), Dance War: Bruno vs. Carrie Ann, Dancing With The Stars (season 4 on), Bones, Survivor (season 10 on), Numbers, Slayers (Next and Try included), Cowboy Bebop, Fullmetal Alchemist, Anything about History or historical figures

The Princess Bride, The Diary of Ellen Rimbauer, Strange Candy, How My Private Personal Journal Became A Bestseller, Paradise, Laurell K. Hamilton's Merry Gentry series, 1984, Mary, Bloody Mary, Fahrenheit 451, The Scarlett Letter, Harry Potter 1-7, The Catcher in the Rye, .... many others